Cross Your Fingers!!!

So it is that time of the month again so John and I are trying to concieve a baby again. I went online and got an ovulation calendar so I could figure out excatly when I was going too instead of just counting days and guessing. I hope it works. Today I am fertile and tomorrow I am very fertile or so this calendar says. I have a good feeling though so I really hope we do get preggo. I even did the pillow trick though I didn't hold it but for 20 minutes. My legs were too tired to hold it for any longer. We are trying to figure out money again. With John not keeping up on it, it is now all messed up and confusing. We will have to not spend much this paycheck but that is fine since I am not working all next week and he will be gone. So right there is not much money for gas or food. It sucks I am not working next week. I am going to go nuts. I will probably just clean the house and hang out with Dustie. Probably sleep alot too!! LOL!!! Well, it is late so I am going to go off to bed!!! Have to get up early cause we are going to the zoo!! Keeping my fingers and toes crossed of course!!!